Goodbye, little friend
I said goodbye to a longtime friend today. Ivy (named after the creeping vines that cover the walls at Wrigley field) had been with me for more than 11 years . Within a couple of short months she went from a healthy, affectionate, slightly sassy cat with a gorgeous silky black coat, to an absolute shadow of herself.
The vet said her kidneys just gave out.
Before Ian accompanied her to the vet today (bless him for volunteering to do it because I didn’t want her to be alone) we gave the kids a chance to say goodbye, and tried to explain what was happening. I was worried it would hit them hard. Instead, I was the one choking back tears as they accepted the news in a stunningly matter-of-fact way. “Ivy’s died. She got really sick. But we still have Tucker.” (our other cat.)
It’s funny how in grieving for a pet, I think you grieve for the chapter of your life they represented. Ivy was a huge sign of independence for me. As a young professional, out on my own, I wanted company in my humble apartment, and realized I was grown-up enough to take care of my very own pet. I considered myself a “dog person, ” but since they weren’t allowed where I lived, I thought maybe a visit to the Humane Society could convince me cats were okay.
That tiny paw reached out to me from a cage at the Humane Society, and unbelievably to me, I became a “cat person in an instant.” I didn’t choose Ivy - she chose me.
When Ian came into the picture several years later, that little cat’s jealous streak needed some serious taming. Luckily he’s magical with animals. Ian got her wrapped around his finger, and they came to an “understanding” as he likes to say.
We have fond memories of all the hissing, growling, paws-flying-hair-raising squabbles that erupted when we merged our pet families - but eventually the menagerie adapted, and sometimes even liked each other.
While Ivy wasn’t much into sharing her turf with other animals, she was a “people-cat,” even to those who didn’t consider themselves “cat people.” Guests at our house would constantly find her curled right up on their lap or chest, her loud motor purring.
Somewhere tonight, I’ll bet Ivy is ruling her own turf once again - curled up on a welcoming lap like the Queen Cat she was meant to be, purring.
Thanks for listening-
Trisha


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Trisha:
I am so sorry for your loss, but it sounds like you have some wonderful memories with Ivy.
I volunteer at the Humane Society and see it happen all the time where a pet “chooses” their owner. You are so right about that!
Trisha-
I have been checking back in every few days, watching for an update - so sorry to find this answer today. Glad to hear the kids are taking it well - they are young enough to understand enough but not all of what went on - if that makes any sense at all.
It’s funny, isn’t it, how cats and dogs are just animals - but they become such a HUGE part of our lives and families?
Again, sorry to hear the news-
Lisa
Hey Trish-
Sorry to hear about Ivy, but glad to hear Cal and Clara are so good with it. Your blog is great and love when you can add photos. Tell Ian and the kids hi. Take care!
mandy
Thanks, ladies, for your nice thoughts. You’re right - pets certainly do become part of the family.
Mandy (who works with and photographs my husband’s band!) - I will gladly pass along your hello, and hope to see you when the Nadas play Champaign in a few weeks! I love the new album and am fired up for them to play Indy in April!!
-Trisha,
Sorry about your loss. As they say “Just remeber that happier times.” Where is Ivy now?
-Cameron
Hi Trisha,
I am really sorry for your loss and I know it is a difficult time and will take some getting used to. We have only had our dog for 3 years and I know it would feel like losing a member of the family if it was her time to go.
Our thoughts are with you and your family.
Ken
Trisha-
I’m so sorry to hear about Ivy. She was a great cat and very entertaining!! I’m glad to hear the kids are doing okay. They can come visit Lucy anytime!
Brooke
Trish-
So sorry to hear about Ivy-Divy. Will miss seeing her at the house! I agree with everything you’ve written here, such a nice tribute.
Jen
Again, thanks everyone. Ken - I appreciate your kind thoughts.
Brooke and Jen (both former roomates) - I know you remember Ivy’s crazy and cuddly sides very well! That seems like so long ago that we all were starting our careers and sharing our “palace,” doesn’t it? Good to hear from you both - let’s get the ladies together again soon, okay?
Trish